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The Matting Queue

So what does one Alaskan Explorer do on a night when no trick or treaters stop by her door despite having multiple bags of candy waiting for them? Why that’s easy. She drags out one of her projects that has been waiting for awhile. That’s right. Framing and matting photos!

Posted by Northerngirl on Oct 31st 2007 | Filed in Photography, Snapshots | Comments (0)

Spooktacular Biddings

All Hallows Eve

Amongst the ebony night the silver foiled clouds slid gracefully over the dim moonlight, casting shadows where none had existed before. The candle flame beckoned enticingly from the orange bulb, it’s lights flickering menacingly though its eyes. The maniacal grin sneering at me from under it’s brow. I slowly tipped across the pavement, the rustling of my clothing barely audible as I encroached upon the porch. Looking around, I nervously licked my lips and reached within a beats grasp of the door handle. Filled with nervousness, I stilled myself and counted to three…trying to steady my nerves. It was unknown to me which goblins graced the other side of that paneling. Timidly I knocked on the door, awaiting my fate. Suddenly, the door creaked open, the light emanating from the warmth within. I looked up into the grandmotherly type face, lined with age and laughter, and I paused… “Trick or Treat!”

As summers glory has set and the russets and siennas have fallen from the colorfol canvas that had blanketed the Anchorage hillside the last month I am left with enriching childhood memories of fall. A time of year that has always quickened my heart beat and permeated joy through my veins. Seasons of harvest and ghouls and homecoming parades.

This season of spirit still drives me, and I will openly admit that Halloween is still my favorite holiday of all. The glow of the jack-o-lantern grinning mischievously through the ebony nights; the dance of the candy corn rattling amongst one’s pail of loot, and the ever faithful cries of “trick or treat” cracking the air. I often wonder why I love this season so. Whether spurned from my interest in the supernatural and all things that go “bump” in the night or the eternal ability to exude one’s inner child and get away with it. I’d say that near ninety percent of my happiest lifetime memories involve this holiday in one way or another.

I can remember the life-sized scarecrow I built at seven. I had spent weeks literally raking up the leaves that had fallen overnight in the yard. I would protect my piles precariously, knowing that they would end up as the life-blood of that scarecrow. As the days and weeks passed, I could hardly contain myself the day Halloween came. Laughing an inane howl of menace, I amply secured his arms and feet to the cord that would drop him in front of the person as they unknowingly came to press that bell. Trick indeed, and one still sets a smirk across my face as I catch glimpses of a scarecrow. Knowing that I am the master scarecrow builder, and would happily throw myself into that task again.

As the years passed, so to did my time in the haunted houses. Both as participant and guest. The costumes were few and far between; my favorites always seemed to be the ones that would scare people the most. Hiding in those darkened hallways, waiting and watching for my next victim to appear.

It was always a rare treat for me to meet someone that enjoyed this time of year as much as I did. Those that did, I found solace in and they quickly became my partner in crime. Through the tales of the costume balls, the graveyard expeditions and even the full moon “ghost hunting”.

The season is upon us and one that brings the inner spirit out of me. So next time you round that corner filling a weary chill in your bones, stop and wonder. I just may be lurking around that corner waiting for you…

“What fearful shapes and shadows beset his path, amidst the dim and ghastly glare of a snowy night! With what wistful look did he eye every trembling ray of light streaming across the waste fields from some distant window! How often was he appalled by some shrub covered with snow, which, like a sheeted spectre, beset his very path! How often did he shrink with curdling awe at the sound of his own steps on the frosty crust beneath his feet; and dread to look over his shoulder, lest he should behold some uncouth being tramping close behind him! and how often was he thrown into complete dismay by some rushing blast, howling among the trees, in the idea that it was the Galloping Hessian on one of his nightly scourings!”

Like that Galloping Hessian, waiting for my next victim…

Posted by Northerngirl on Oct 31st 2007 | Filed in Ponderings | Comments (0)

10 Years

I wish I could say my time away from blogging has been not only constructive but artistic as well.  But if anything it has been a constant struggle of dealing with remnants of the past.  In this case an anniversary that snuck on me within the past few weeks and the realization that I just hit the 10th anniversary of losing who I considered thus far to be the love of my life to a drunk driver.

It’s hard for me to watch the darkness continually creeping into what remains of daylight for us.  While most think of and celebrate the rituals of family and the upcoming holiday season, I’m left shuddering at the constant reminders of how I personally dread this time of year.  It’s also a time where I find myself falling into “hermit” mode and spending a lot of time by myself.  Obviously not the healthiest thing for me to do.

Upon the eve of afternoon only 24 hours ago, I happened to take myself to highly reviewed movie that is currently playing in theatres.  And that was “In the Valley of Elah” with Tommy Lee Jones and Susan Sarandon.  Perhaps with his best acting to date I watched Tommy Lee Jone’s character Hank Deerfield fight the loss of his son after his return from Iraq.  It’s based on the true story of Michael Deerfield. 

While well done, the movie depressed me beyond belief.  Though it deals with a subject that is considered “taboo” among today’s government and armed forces.  And that is the mentality of troops returning from war.  After all, why focus on a problem where seemingly one doesn’t exist right?  Right.

Elah is based on the historical belief of the rich valley where David conquered Goliath.  Where David so boldly stepped up with his rock and sling shot and felled the giant of Goliath.  Though many looked at the fact that he slayed his fear.  I have yet to slay my own demons and dragons that exist in my closet.  They still sit in the darker recesses and remind me why I hate this time of year.

Perhaps someday I too shall remove my rock and slingshot and conquer this giant.  But this is a battle I have not yet won but one that I continually wage.  The rock just hasn’t met its mark yet.

Posted by Northerngirl on Oct 5th 2007 | Filed in Daily Life | Comments (6)

Daily Snapshot

Cook Inlet Sunset

Cook Inlet Sunset
Southcentral Alaska

Posted by Northerngirl on Oct 2nd 2007 | Filed in Alaska, Photography, Snapshots | Comments (3)